Tiba2 galau...

Di saat dy terus2an mencoba menghubungi gw untuk memperbaiki hubungan qta,, gw malah kebingungan bagaimana menghadapi teman2 yg sibuk mencarikan jodoh untuk gw. Sebentar dukung org yg dulu sekantor sama gw, yg sekarang sekantor sama bokap. Datang jomblo baru ke kantor yg umurnya seharusnya sdh cukup untuk berkeluarga, malah dijodohkan ke gw. Dan dtg lg jomblo baru yg lebih muda dan terlihat msh polos. Ketiganya ga jelas.. Yang dua awal terlihat memberi sinyal positif tp tetap buram... Gw sebagai cewe malah galau dgn sikon kyk gini.. Entah kenapa gw malah butuh kejelasan dr msg2 mereka biar gw ga geer2 ga jelas gini. Mengingat umur qta2 uda cukup utk lanjut ke tingkat yg lbh serius. Uda ga bisa main2 lg. Ya kalo mau main2 kan bs dibicarakan lg bersama..
Seriously I need someone to share my story, my life, my sadness, my happiness, my secret, all about me. I want someone who wanna fill my heart and my life and share together... Give me one and only the best one God...
Always thanks God for being with me through this hard time..

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"Beautiful In White"
by Shayne Ward

Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found it's missing piece

So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white Tonight

What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this scream I say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
with all my heart I mean every word

So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white

And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white Tonight
Oooooh oh Na na na na na
SO beautiful in white
Tonight

And if our daughter's what our future holds
I hope she has you're eyes
finds love like you and I did Yeah,
I wish she falls in love and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white..... You look so beautiful In white

So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white Tonight
"You look so beautiful in white tonight"

"Little Things"
By One Direction

[Zayn] Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

[Liam] I know you've never loved The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you
they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape You never want
To know how much you weigh You still have to squeeze into your jeans But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you
they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half
as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling,
but I want you to.
If I let you know
I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself
like I love you, oh.

[Harry] And I've just let these little things
slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you
they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[All] I won't let these little things
slip out of my mouth
But if it's true It's you,
It's you
they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

21.11.12

Pada tanggal cantik ini cuma pengen nulis tentang fokus hidup belakangan ini...

Sejak beberapa hari lalu sempat berpikir banyak dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk mulai lebih fokus lagi pd tujuan hidupqu kedepannya... Dan akhirnya berpikir untuk mulai mendukung sepenuhnya kerjaan pacar... Dy sudah memutuskan sejak lama untuk benar2 fokus pada bidang marketing, dan mungkin tadinya agak ragu karena prosesnya terlalu lambat... Tapi,, mungkin memang belum waktunya... Dan sekarang gw cuma bisa mendukungnya terus demi kemajuan dy jg... Dan gw akan selalu berusaha menjadi pendampingnya yg terbaik selama gw masih punya waktu bersamanya (dan kuharap untuk selamanya).
Kupikir, mungkin dy benar2 adalah jawaban dari yang Tuhan Yesus berikan,, karena gw dulu pernah berdoa dan berharap kalau gw punya pacar akan menjadi pertama dan terakhir dalam hidupqu... Dan semoga itu menjadi kenyataan...
Gw hanya akan terus berdoa semoga hubungan gw sama dy akan berlanjut sampai pd tahap pernikahan dan akan selalu bersama selamanya... Dan semoga kedua pihak orang tua kami akan mendukung kami sepenuhnya...
Doaku : Tuhan,, Engkau tau aq sudah lama tidak punya mimpi yang benar2 ingin ku wujudkan... Karna entah sejak kapan aq sudah mengubur semua mimpi2qu dan sudah terbiasa hidup hanya karna anugrahMu dan kasihMu dan semua keajaiban di setiap harinya... Kali ini aq hanya ingin berharap dan berdoa semoga aq dan dy bisa berakhir bahagia bersama selamanya... Aq hanya ingin menghabiskan masa tuaku bersamanya dan ingin mendampinginya dan mendukungnya terus di hari2nya... Ku mohon Ya Tuhan... Dan tak lupa ku berterima kasih atas berkat2Mu... Amin...

I want to know What LOVE is

lagi ngetrend nehh pd bahas ttg arti cinta... dan akhirnya g menemukan lagu ini... kyknya cocok banget gt bwt g.. hehe...

jadinya g share aja deh dsini.. enjoy the song.. ^^

i wish someone can read and respond this... ^^

Precious Day

These passed days was so precious to me.. cuz His love is very real to my life. Without Him maybe I just give up and wanna end everything. Also I wanna thank to my luvly mom for the great advice and always motivate and support me. Everything can only be passed with the power of His Love.
In the future, I just wanna surrender to Him.

I SURRENDER ALL

THANK YOU FOR THE CROSS THAT YOU HAVE PAID
FOR ALL MY SINS YOU'VE SACRIFICED YOURSELF
I AM NOTHING LORD WITHOUT YOUR GRACE
YOU WERE THERE TO LIFT ME WHEN I FAILED

AS I LIFT MY HANDS
POUR YOUR MERCY O GOD
I'M LONGING FOR YOUR PRESENCE NOW

AS I LIFT MY HANDS
POUR YOUR MERCY O GOD
I'M LONGING FOR YOUR PRESENCE NOW

REFF:
I SURRENDER ALL AND I WILL FOLLOW YOU
I SURRENDER ALL AND BRING MY LIFE TO YOU
I SURRENDER ALL AND LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU
I SURRENDER ALL, I SURRENDER ALL
TO YOU JESUS